Turn & Burn: Revenge is a Red-Headed B*tch (The 'Cuda Confessions Book 2) Read online

  This is a work of fiction. Similarities to real people, places, or events are entirely coincidental.

  TURN AND BURN

  First edition. June 19, 2015.

  Copyright © 2015 Eden Connor.

  Written by Eden Connor.

  Table of Contents

  Copyright Page

  Turn and Burn

  Eden Connor

  Chapter One

  Chapter Two

  Chapter Three

  Chapter Four

  Chapter Five

  Chapter Six

  Chapter Seven

  Chapter Eight

  Chapter Nine

  Chapter Ten

  Chapter Eleven

  Chapter Twelve

  Chapter Thirteen

  Chapter Fourteen

  Chapter Fifteen

  Chapter Sixteen

  Chapter Seventeen

  Chapter Eighteen

  Chapter Nineteen

  Chapter Twenty

  Chapter Twenty-One

  Chapter Twenty-Two

  Chapter Twenty-Three

  Chapter Twenty-Four

  Chapter Twenty-Five

  Chapter Twenty-Six

  Chapter Twenty-Seven

  Chapter Twenty-Eight

  Chapter Twenty-Nine

  Chapter Thirty

  Chapter Thirty-One

  Chapter Thirty-Two

  About the Author

  Also by Eden Connor:

  Further Reading: Rain On Me

  Turn and Burn

  The ‘Cuda Confessions Book 2

  Eden Connor

  Author’s Notes:

  If not for fellow author and writing partner, Kim Faulks, and my editor, Nomi McCabe, this story would never have been written. Kim writes kick ass erotic horror and lives halfway around the world, in Queensland, while Nomi lives in Canada and picks at my mistakes so you rarely see them, while penning hysterical chick lit I can’t seem to persuade her to publish. This staunch pair—people I’ve never met in person—made sure I wasn’t homeless while I wrote this book. My gratitude will be felt, ladies. I promise you that.

  To the relative who took time to offer an impassioned plea for me to ‘stop wasting my talent writing smut’, I want to encourage you to stay in touch, bless your heart. Please, do let me know when you start to feel the burn.

  As for the tale within, hard as I tried to make it turn out differently, this tale is still erotic, coming-of-age fiction and not romance. These characters have had four years to grow and change since Gas or Ass, but I did what I vowed to, which was to give you the hatred-to-love part of the tale. Next time, I’ll give you the happily-ever-after that will finally make this a romance.

  I honestly thought I’d be done with these characters once Gas or Ass reached 40k words. And we all know that didn’t happen. I opened a new document to start Turn & Burn thinking pretty much the same thing. I wrote about 25k, then realized I’d started the story too far down the timeline. I made a new start, planning to insert the first document when I reached that spot.

  And I’m not there yet.

  I never expected a story that was just supposed to be a quick ‘eff you’ in response to the hostility of a few catty authors to morph into a trilogy. But in order to get to the happily-ever-after we all want for Shelby, that’s what I have to do.

  So be on the lookout for Pedal to the Metal, coming this fall. Hopefully then, you’ll better understand the limited roles some characters had in Turn & Burn. I had them so deeply woven into the fabric of T&B, expecting to reach the end of the story, that there just was no way to rip them out and make them wait in the wings once I accepted that I’d need three books to tell the tale.

  Turn & Burn is, at its heart, a love story, as well as a story of the south, written by a southern gal, so grab a glass of ice tea and settle back. The only race here is on the page.

  And from the bottom of my heart, thank you for loving Shelby, Caroline, and the Hannah brothers.

  ~E

  Chapter One

  Four years later

  “For real, Harry? People are still buying their Thanksgiving turkeys.” Scowling at the elaborate Christmas wreath on my best friend’s door, I banged the brass knocker and rolled my eyes. Harry Kinston loved Christmas about as much as I hated it. I should know. Whenever Converse College closed their dorms, his little townhouse became my home. Meaning, every major holiday and summer break, I moved in with a gay man who’d become my surrogate brother.

  I banged the knocker again, cursing under my breath because I’d given my key to Harry’s new boyfriend. He hadn’t made me another copy yet. Probably afraid I’d walk in on him and Phillip doing the nasty. I should never have confessed I thought watching the pair get it on would be hot.

  “Let me in, Harry!” What in the name of God is that music? I couldn’t make out the song, but the bouncy rhythm didn’t sound like a Christmas carol, thank God, nor his beloved country music. Panicking, I dug in my purse to be sure I’d brought along a pair of earplugs.

  At least a minute went by while I shivered on the stoop. They were doing it.

  Nope, Phillip’s car’s not here. Groaning with impatience, I sent him a text. Open up, it’s the Grinch! I’ve come to take back Christmas.

  When the door swung open, I wasn’t sure which alarmed me more—Robin Gibbs’ ear-piercing rendition of If I Can’t Have You, or the collection of GI Joe dolls on the table behind Harry. The Joes lived on the foyer table, but they’d had a sketchy makeover.

  “Really?” I had to shout. “Disco? And your army is going to mutiny.” Leaning around Harry, I took a second study at the assortment of action figures. Last week, they’d worn camo. Tonight, they wore white robes and halos. One or two even sported wings.

  No one would ever guess Harry was gay by looking at his apartment. The place looked like Dale—my stepfather—had decorated it, except baseball was the featured sport, not racing. What the hell was going on?

  Harry thumbed his cell phone and the volume mercifully dropped I took a deep breath and spit out the bad news.

  “We have to send that Kolby Barnes standup back. I checked the tracking number. I know FedEx delivered it yesterday, so don’t try to tell me it’s not here. I’ll help you find something else to give Phillip.” I pressed my palms together and stuck them underneath my chin. “I’ll even pay for it. Please, Harry, I have to send it back.”

  The life-sized cardboard cutout of the rising NASCAR superstar was to be Harry’s Christmas gift for his boyfriend. The young prosecutor Harry had fallen for was a NASCAR fan. Dale had to pull strings with his boss to get me one of the coveted advertising pieces in advance of their release.

  And now, the strings had pulled back.

  Harry stared at the imitation slate vinyl flooring.

  “I made Phillip take it with him when he left last night.”

  My heart dropped to the tops of my Tiffany Blue Nikes. “You did what? I gotta have it back!”

  He lifted his chin. “No, Shelby. I’m not asking for it back. Phillip can screw around all he likes, but every time he looks at that ugly thing, he’ll think of me.”

  I tuned in to the deep ditches in Harry’s strawberry blond hair and spied the red rimming his hazel eyes. Harry, the heartless flirt, crying over another man?

  “But you don’t do exclusive. I mean, it’s not like you guys said the L-word or anything.”

  “Yes, we did. Or, rather, I did.” He blinked rapidly.

  I threw my arms around him. “Oh, no. I’m so sorry, Harry.”

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p; He squeezed me, but soon let go. “Get inside before you let all the heat out.”

  I stalked into the living room and slung my purse over the back of the sofa. “Wait. First, I’m making us a pitcher of margaritas.” Darting into the kitchen, I returned with a bottle and two glasses. When he raised his brows, I waved the fifth of Jose Cuervo Gold. “Screw the margarita mix. This is definitely a straight tequila night.”

  “So, what has you shrieking like a banshee? That tone. It’s just so... attractive. Every male badger within fifty miles must have a hard-on.” Harry snatched one of the glasses I held and flopped into his recliner.

  I poured his glass half full. “Mr. Ridenhour called today. He asked if the package had arrived, then wanted to know if I’d mind doing him a favor. He wants to surprise Dale at the team’s Christmas party. With me. And a plaque for twenty-five years’ service.” Ignoring my glass, I took a sip from the bottle. “Phillip’s fucking hero has feet of clay. Otherwise, they’d have finished in the top ten and the whole team would be on a damn cruise.”

  Ridenhour Motorsports had finished in the money ever since I’d been in the family. When that happened, the team owner took the whole team on a cruise from Christmas to New Years. Meaning, I hadn’t had to worry about my mother begging me to come home for the holidays for the past three years. This past season had been a disaster, so she was already burning up my phone, insisting I had to spend Christmas in Concord, North Carolina.

  I’d rather spend it in Hell.

  Harry shoved upright. The hopeless look faded from his eyes. I didn’t want to see him sad, but the excitement blazing in them now made me want to... hide behind something really big, but I poured him another shot of tequila. With any luck, I could get him drunk enough to call Phillip and ask him to return the gift.

  “Hey, get someone to take your photo with Barnes. Then, you can Photoshop me into it and I’ll send it to Phillip. Just a post card saying, ‘hello, and fuck you’.”

  I slammed the bottle onto the end table. “Harry! Have you lost your mind? I can’t go. My stepbrothers will be there.”

  “Yes, they will. And you know what? You talk like a badass, Shelby. Some days, you even are a badass, but you’ve been running from this for way too long. I mean, what better place to confront them than a roomful of people their dad works with?”

  Hi, y’all. I’m Shelby and my stepbrothers sold me as a prostitute. Is he nuts?

  “Oh, no. They both work for Ridenhour now.” Colt was driving in the light truck circuit, but working his way up quickly. Caine was taking classes at NASCAR University, whatever the hell that might be. I only knew what my stepbrothers were up to because of Mom’s emails.

  “Even better. Walk your ass right through the door, dressed up so damn fine, they won’t know what hit them. Then, you make those bastards squirm. At least find out why, Shelby. Kids out to have a good time is one thing, but to go behind your back and sell the chance to fuck you? I’d want revenge. You’re a hell of a lot stronger now than you were at eighteen. Threaten to go to the cops.”

  What good would that do now?

  I didn’t feel my next gulp of liquor because my heart started jumping around like a chicken with its head cut off. “I can’t, Harry.” Gee, guess you forgot the part about the sheriff fucking me, too? “I can’t face them. And let us not forget, my mother took Colt’s side.”

  Harry’s expression turned sly. “But you never told their dad. And what about that little old man you met at Krispy Kreme? He talked like the father was a stand up guy. Did you ever think about telling Dale what his sons did to you?”

  The older gentleman, Ernie Tipton, had told me an amazing story about my stepfather. Moreover, it had taken Dale only three days to track me to Spartanburg, but he hadn’t fussed. He’d told me how much he admired me for going after what I wanted, then he handed me the keys to his prized ’71 Barracuda convertible again. He’d made good on every promise he’d made me. He treated me like an adult.

  Yeah, in one of the most awkward turn of events in the entire history of my awkward life, I actually liked my stepfather. Dale had recently given in to Mom’s begging to build a new house and things between them seemed great.

  So Colt and Caine weren’t going away. They loomed over my life like a rain cloud.

  “Harry, when you came out to your mother, she asked when you were going to find the right man and adopt her grandchild. My mother asked why I’d try to ruin her marriage by telling such a lie about Colt.” I waved the bottle. “I’m not agreeing to anything under the influence. Tell me about Philip.”

  Harry relaxed into the ugly chair and drained his glass. “I should’ve known better than to pick him up, much less fall for him. He’s just bi-curious. One of those straight guys who’s figured out a man sucks dick better than a woman, but he’s not going to give up pussy for me.” He leaned over and extended his empty glass. “I bet he’s got guys in line over at the Cattleman’s Club right now, begging to suck that big dick.” He rolled his eyes toward me. “With that cock, he’s going to be a rock star in the gay community. Goddammit.”

  I poured two fingers’ worth into my glass, then took another slug from the bottle. “I never understood that. I mean, I’m always grateful when they’re not carrying a baseball bat in their pants.” I let the burn settle into my belly. “If I’m gonna suck a dick, I mean.” My grimace wasn’t entirely from the tequila. “Which is never.”

  “See, you’re the kind of woman who makes guys like Phillip find guys like me.” Harry waved a middle finger. “You’re hot and fun and smart, but I bet your oral skills are pathetic.”

  I drained the glass with a shudder. “Listen, I do anal. When guys hear that, they start thinking about how big their cock’s gonna look going into my teeny-weenie derriere and they forget all about wanting to cram it down my throat.”

  Harry spluttered. “You should never drink tequila. And I do both. Which explains why I date more often than you.”

  “I’m dating someone, for your information.”

  He rolled his eyes. “He’s not a boyfriend. He’s a soft place to land. I think Robert Kossel’s a condescending ass and you secretly think he’s boring.”

  “Opinions are like assholes. We all have one. Why can’t you and Phillip just find a woman you both sleep with? Problem solved.”

  Harry jabbed his finger at me. “See? You’re a wild child. You need a man who can handle that. And I don’t do va-jay-jay.”

  “Was a wild child. Not anymore. Why can’t you just enjoy watching Phillip do the va-jay-jay, then?”

  “That would either kill me or make me throw up. Let’s say you do marry this jerk, Shelby, or someone like him. Are you going to skulk around for the rest of your life, wondering when you two will be at some fancy party where some guy keeps staring? And you’ll be thinking, ‘Did he pay to have sex with me?’ I mean, Robert’s family lives less than an hour from your stepfather’s house. It could happen.”

  The burn in my belly turned to ice. Harry had no idea just how much time I spent worrying about that very thing.

  He toed off his Docksides. “I still think it’s weird. I mean, since when do middle-class white boys sell pussy?”

  Since when are my stepbrothers middle-class? “When they have jobs paying ten bucks an hour, but put over a hundred grand into their hot rod.”

  Before I could think of a way to get the conversation back on Phillip, he returned to the party like a dog with a new favorite bone.

  “Listen, Shelby, your stepfather stops by to see you. He offers you money. I know you have his credit card in your purse, just like all the other little rich girls at your school. And he’s run more interference for you with your mother than a NFL linebacker. You owe it to him to do this.”

  Aw, dammit. The downside of adopting a brother I could tell everything to, was that he knew just where to hit.

  I scowled over the rim of my glass. “Does it matter one bit that Dale outright dared Mr. Ridenhour to make a big deal out
of his anniversary?” I was flattered that Dale’s boss said I was the only person my stepfather wouldn’t cuss out for making the speech at this shindig. I even had the perfect speech already written. I’d used the story Ernie Tipton had told me about Dale for my creative writing course and gotten a B+. From a professor who took giving A’s like a challenge to his manhood. I could simply tell that story.

  Hell, no! Don’t go. Harry just wants to hang on to that idiotic advertising piece for Phillip. Not my problem.

  Harry leaned over and extended his glass. “We have a month to figure out how you can put the fear of God in your stepbrothers. Don’t you want to see them squirm?”

  I actually wanted to see them beheaded, castrated, and stoned to death on the public square, but tequila always made me feel ten feet tall and bulletproof.

  If Harry’s exploiting our friendship, he must truly love Phillip.

  Thanks to Colt and Caine, my specialty was a little something I called ‘not love’. Trust was just too hard to come by. I always expected to get burned, so my love life was a series of drag races—I started out wide open and called it quits after the first quarter mile.

  Harry sat up so fast, his drink spilled, but he didn’t seem to notice the spreading stain on his shirt. “I’ll go, too. I’ll be your straight beloved.”

  I burst out laughing. “Uh, no. I told Mom you were gay so she’d shut the fuck up about me staying here.”

  “Well, if it were me, I strut my ass into that party and do to them exactly what they did to you. Act like nothing’s wrong and get close enough to figure out exactly where to stick the knife in.” He clenched his fist and twisted his wrist.

  With liquid courage speeding through my bloodstream, it sounded so easy. Just suck up and look for the one thing I could do that would hurt them the most.

  “Okay, I’ll go.” I extended my glass. “Revenge is a redheaded bitch.”

  Harry stretched to clink his glass against mine “See? That’s the attitude, right there. Fuck ‘em up, Shelby. Best Christmas gift you’ll ever give yourself. Then you can graduate in May and just walk away.”